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Sr. Amapola – “You are living what I lived.”


January 25, 2025 


Feast of the Conversion of St. Paul the Apostle 


Jesus.  You are living what I lived.   


(This Message was dictated to Sister in Spanish, and this is her translation into English. NOTE:  

The footnotes are not dictated by God.  They are added by Sister.  Sometimes the footnote is to help clarify for the reader Sister’s sense of the meaning of a certain word or idea, and at other times to better convey the sense of God’s or Our Lady’s tone when They spoke.)  


The Living Word of the Father speaks. 


The Word Incarnate in the Purest Womb of Mary Most Holy speaks. 


The Perfect Offering of Obedience and Reparation speaks. 


Your Jesus, your Master, speaks. 


Your King and Captain speaks. 


Your God Who loves you without measure speaks. 


LISTEN, CHILDREN. 


Your God speaks for all. 

 



I have given you Words of warning and correction; I have given you Words of Light and clarification.  I have given you Words of encouragement.  I have given you Words of teaching. 


ALL of them, children, are Words that are born of My Heart, of the Heart of your God Who loves you. 


Receive all of My Words: the Holy Seeds that, united to your will, Faith, and love, produce [the] holy fruits of union with Me, of virtue, of fortitude in the midst of the blackness that has enveloped the world and My Church. 


My poor Church. 


It should be Poor, entirely “Poor” of every vanity, of every idolatry and ambition.  Empty of all things except Me. 


It should be FULL OF ME. 


But, children, do you see the false “riches” it has accumulated?  As a body full of cancer, whose corrupted cells do not cease multiplying, becoming more and more deformed, until it becomes unrecognizable before My children and before Me. 


THE CHURCH IS MINE. 


It is the Mystical Body that, united to Me, the Head, should always be the example of Truth and of My Will. 


The Refuge for all of My children; the place of their sustenance, of their formation, of their sanctification. 


Satan hates My Church because it is My reflection.  And with unceasing attacks he tries to destroy, divide, decimate, corrupt and drag her to the abyss where he dwells. 


BUT I, THE HEAD, WILL NOT ALLOW THIS. 


I, THE HEAD, WILL PURIFY HER. 


I, THE HEAD, WILL FREE HER FROM THE CLAWS OF SATAN. 


I, THE HEAD, WILL EXPEL ALL FILTH. 


I, THE HEAD, WILL BATHE HER ONCE AGAIN IN MY BLOOD AND IN THE PURE WATER FROM MY SIDE, AND IN MY MOTHER’S TEARS. 


AND I WILL LEAVE HER RADIANT, CLEAN, BEAUTIFUL, FULL OF ME, FULL OF MY TRUTH.  FULL OF LIGHT. 


THE BEACON AND SHELTER for my children. 


But first, children, the attack of the Antichrist must be resisted. 


For just as I was betrayed and handed over into the hands of Caesar and of the false Levites, and scorned by the majority of My People, and abandoned by My Apostles and disciples, so it is now, children. 


I REPEAT IT, lest you be confused. 


What you see happening is the last treason that must take place. 


And just as I had to suffer the betrayal, the scourging, the condemnation, the crucifixion, the agony without name of the abandonment of the Father, so too, little children of My Heart, you suffer in the Heart of My Church. 


You, My little handful, who love Me, who listen to Me, who receive My Word with Faith in your heart, you who weep with Me – you are the Heart of My Church, of My Mystical Body, and you live what I lived. 


This is why, children, the agony of the waiting.  This is why the darkness and the torment of the Garden of Gethsemane. 


This is why your pains, sacrifices, sorrows, anguish. 


This is why, children, the feeling of being alone and abandoned by your God. 


This is why the feeling that you are more and more “nothing.” 


You live what I lived. 


In that Hour, children, My cause seemed a failure, a madness, a passing thing that would not survive My death. 


The Father had in appearance abandoned Me. 


All of My work and effort, ended in “nothing.” 


So too now, My children. 


DO NOT BE AFRAID. 


I HAVE SAID TO YOU THAT EVERYTHING IS IN MY HANDS. 


AND I REMIND YOU AGAIN. 


LOOK AT ME.  GIVE ME YOUR HEART. 


GIVE ME YOUR TRUST AND FAITH. 


Yes, children.  The Hour is very bitter. 


But I have lived it before you, I have lived it alone – with the help of My Mother.  AND I KNOW THE ANGUISH THAT MUST BE DRUNK. 


But this is why I COME TO YOU, children. 


This is why I speak to you.  This is why I form and strengthen you. 


And this is why MY MOTHER and I accompany you at every instant.  AT EVERY INSTANT.  You are never alone, My beloved.  NEVER. 


And even though you are to drink and already drink from My Chalice, I will sweeten it with My Love and with My Graces, reserved for these times. 


Time is short, even though you feel that the Hour does not arrive. 


It will arrive, children.  You are already in it.1 


DO NOT BE AFRAID. 


I remind you of what happened with My Paul – how, in an instant, I made known to him My Truth, My Person, My Will. 


In an instant, children. 


Shall I not do similar and greater Marvels now that the testimony that must be given is greater? 


Trust in Me. 


Trust that your King and Captain will give you the armament and the weapons that you will need for the battle that is at hand. 


Allow Me to clothe you with My garments – with My Grace. 


Trust that I see each of you, I know your hearts, I know your longings and desires to love Me, to be faithful to Me. 


TRUST THAT I WILL GIVE YOU THIS FOR WHICH YOUR HEART LONGS.  [smile] 


Children, I ask that you give Me your Faith and that you be at Peace in My Will. 


You are surrounded by My Will.  Unite your little and extremely weak will to Mine, and I will help you. 


I announce to you the swift approach of My Marvels. 


To strengthen you, to heal you, to perfect your Faith and trust. 


It will come in an instant and will fill you with joy. 


As it will give Me joy to show you My Face and My Smile.  [smile] 


Do not be afraid.  Your God does not abandon you.  Your Jesus is with you. 


I remind you, children, that you are not of this world.  And the more this world separates itself from My Will, the more I Am rejected, so much more you, who love Me and try to walk with Me, to fulfill My Will, will feel “outside” of this world.  Alien to it.   


Do not be surprised nor anguished by this.  IT IS THE TRUTH. 


He who is Mine cannot see the state of this world, breathe its air, and not feel revulsion.  


On guard, children. 


Come and spend time with Me – you will breathe the pure and clean air of My Love, of My Truth, and you will strengthen the lungs of your spirit [gentle smile], in order to resist and not succumb to the fetid miasmas of Satan. 


Children, in the midst of the darkness, in the midst of the treason that is being done at every level, I AM ACTING, to counteract, to save, to heal, to bring to the light what is hidden, what is sordid, so that you can see and understand what is truly taking place. 


This is why I say to you, BE AT PEACE. 


LOOK AT ME.  RECEIVE ALL THAT I GIVE YOU.  BELIEVE. 


TRUST.  UNITE YOUR WILL TO MINE. 


You give Me your sorrows and tears and anguish, as I have asked of you.  Give Me, too, your smiles – the smiles born of trust and of Faith, of the certainty that I love you, of the hope in what is to come after the bitter hour. 


My Promises and all that I have said to My Prophets will be fulfilled.  EVERYTHING.  My Words are not vain.2 


But your understanding is very limited, children, and you do not see – you cannot see – the vastness and greatness of My Plan, how it encompasses all that is created from beginning to end, how it embraces each of My children, how it is full of My Light, Truth, and Love.  


Give Me the offering of your understanding. 


Submit your criteria to the simple and luminous Faith. 


You want dates, fulfillments, visible manifestations of My Power over the powers of the enemy. 


I understand.  [smile] 


But, My little ones, of you I ask that you give Me these desires as a luminous offering. Accepting in Faith My doings in these times. 


I AM GOD. 


Do not forget this. 


And if I wait, it is Mercy. 


And if I delay, it is Mercy. 


And if the days go by and My Promises seem to delay, it is Mercy and formation. 


EVERYTHING that I do and allow has its foundation in My Love for you. 


Yes, children.  You cannot comprehend how I can allow certain events in the world and in your lives. 

For they seem completely contrary to the actions of a God Who is Love. 


Children, you see only a part of these events and only an instant of them. 


I see it all.  I see the victories that will be born.  I see the healings that will take place.  I see the Light that will illuminate.  I see you with Me for all eternity. 


THIS IS WHY I CAN SAY TO YOU – TRUST IN ME. 


TRUST IN YOUR JESUS. 


WITHOUT HESITATION AND WITHOUT FEAR. 


BE AT PEACE IN THIS TRUST IN MY HEART. 


How much, how much I love you, My little ones. 


Soldiers of Mine.  My brave, seasoned ones. [smile]  My poor little ones. [smile]


Your Jesus does not abandon you. 


Receive My Words as a dew of consolation and strength, and as a seal of My Blessing. 


I love you, children. 


I Am acting.  Soon I will show you. 


I bless you with all of My Love and I bring you the blessing and the Love of My Most Holy Mother,

the Beautiful Pearl of Heaven [smile], who has you under Her Mantle and under Her Protection. 


He Who Is, Who Was, and Who Is to Come. 


The Alpha and the Omega. 


He Who rides upon the clouds. 


 

Your Jesus +  


 

NOTE:  This Message was dictated on two days (Saturday during Holy Hour and Tuesday morning).  Each time I was going to take some quiet time to see if the Lord wanted to continue the Message, I was interrupted, unexpected problems that needed attention came up, etc.  Even as I was coming down the stairs to go to Holy Hour on Tuesday, the notebook that I use for the Messages and that I was carrying in my hand, very abruptly slipped from my hand – flew off – and hit the stairs so hard that one of its covers broke off and the images of Jesus and Mary that I always carry in it, were scattered unceremoniously on the floor.  “Someone” definitely did not want this Message to be finished.  I write this here because it felt significant, a more intense attack.


Endnotes


  • 1


This phrase seems like a contradiction. But if we think that one Hour in God’s Time contains many, many hours in our time, then there is no contradiction. How much must take place within this “Hour”! Jesus’ “Hour” was not a single instant, but rather a series of events, each one fulfilling a part of all that had been announced and prepared from all eternity in the Plan of God, and all leading up to the great Work of Redemption. So too now, when He says “It will arrive, children. You are already in it,” He is telling us that we are already in the “Hour,” but that its fulfillment is yet to come. That what we are living is already within the events that were prophesied and prepared, events that, happening now one after the other, are bringing us closer to the fulfillment of this “Hour” that is the renewal of all that is created.


  • 2


As I was transcribing these words, I was thinking of how there are some Prophecies that were announced centuries ago and are yet to be fulfilled, while others that are much more recent have already been fulfilled. And for some reason, it made me think of the construction of a building. It begins with the work of building the foundation and the “skeleton,” but at the same time that this work is begun, other work begins as well that advances separately (the manufacture of windows, doors, the sculpting of decorations, etc.), work that takes time and that has to wait until the rest of the building has advanced sufficiently in order to be integrated into the building. I was thinking of the Prophecies in this way. Each part of the Plan of God – is announced, begun, worked on, and completed. Each part develops at its own assigned pace, but all advance without stopping. And as the construction of a building advances and all these parts are integrated, so in the Plan of God. Everything in order.


 

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