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Sr. Amapola – My Children, Silence Before God

Updated: Aug 16

May 13, 2024


[Dictated in English]


[NOTE: The footnotes are not dictated by God. They are added by Sister. Sometimes the footnote is to help clarify for the reader Sister’s sense of the meaning of a certain word or idea, and at other times to better convey the sense of God’s tone when He spoke.]


[Our Blessed Mother]


Write, My daughter.

– What shall I write? [1]

That the Triumph of My Immaculate Heart is very near.


My beloved children,all of you, who were entrusted to My Motherly care by My Jesus as He was dying on the Cross. Since that Hour I have carried each of you – across all time – in My Heart. Since that Hour I have loved you as My children. All of you. Each of you.


As My Jesus’ Heart was split open by the lance, thus opening the floodgates of Grace and Mercy for all the children of God, so My Heart was split open by the pain and the obedience of that Hour – the mystical sword that rent open My Heart, allowing the infinite Love of the Father, of My Son, of the Most Holy Spirit of God to widen It, making It capable of loving and receiving all His children in this new Refuge prepared for them – a Refuge that has been present and active since then.


How much you are loved, children. How much.


I wish to speak to you today – the anniversary of My first Apparition to My little ones at Fatima.


Children, do not set My words aside – not these nor any of the words I have spoken to you throughout the centuries – words that have come forth from My Immaculate Heart – from the Heart of your Mother – to help you, to guide you, to correct you, to warn you.


If I speak, I do not do so of My own accord – I speak the Father’s Will for you. I speak My Son’s Love for you. I speak the Divine Light shed upon you by the Most Holy Spirit of God.


If you turn a deaf ear to My Voice, you are turning a deaf ear to the Voice of the Most Holy Trinity Who never ceases to speak, to communicate with His children – Who, as the Everlasting Font of Life and Love, ceaselessly pours out His Mercy in myriads and myriads of ways, continually drawing your hearts back to His Own.


By My example and by My prayers for you –My ever-present intercession on your behalf before the Throne of God – I teach you how to be truly attentive to the action of the Most Holy Trinity, that you might cooperate with this Divine Action in every moment of your lives.


Blessed are they who, setting aside their own criteria, allow Me to form them according to the Divine Will and the work for which each soul was created.


Come to your Mother, and allow Me to remove all the cobwebs of so many useless reasonings, of so many harmful and prideful thoughts, of so many lies that the enemy has woven around you.


How can you see clearly, if your eyes are still covered by the scales of pride and arrogance?


Come to Me, little children, that I might remove these stubborn scales with My tears, and cleanse your eyesight in order to see the true Face of My Jesus – the true Face of the Father.


And that you might recognize the Signs We are giving you for these times – that you might see and recognize the unfolding of the Father’s perfect Plan, and humbly receive the Grace you need in order to take your place in My Army for the accomplishment of this Plan.


Children, this is the Hour that unites all other Hours – all other Ages. Each preceding Hour with its Grace, its purpose, its fulfillment; each preparing the coming of the next Hour. Each Hour acting in the present moment of the Father’s Plan, which stretches from the beginning to the end of time, and carries all souls and all events to the fulfillment of this Plan for His Great Glory and the salvation of all of His children.


My beloved children, contemplate with Me the beauty of this Plan of the Father’s Heart. Contemplate with Me its vastness, its greatness, its Wisdom. Its Justice and Mercy.


My children, open your eyes, but above all open your hearts through true docility, humility and trust, that the Light of the Most Holy Spirit of God might enlighten you, and, being able to see, you might be able to cooperate in His Work.


This is what I ask of you during these days of the Cenacle – of this great New Cenacle – in which I join you to My Heart and to the prayers of all of your brothers and sisters, who throughout the centuries have asked for His Coming, who have prepared by their Faith and prayers and offerings your cooperation with His Grace, and who bring you encouragement in this darkest of Hours.


I join you to My Heart, children, and I ask that – entering the safe refuge of My Heart, by means of your consecration, your entrustment to Me – you make an act of humility, Faith, and trust, that I might show you the Truth – that I may place it in the center of your being, like the Jewel of incalculable value, the Anchor you need in these times full of confusion and lies of the enemy, but full to overflowing with the Mystery of the Divine Action unfolding before you.


My children, the Father’s Plan is active everywhere and at all times, bringing about the eternal good for all of His children.


Who can limit His Action? Who can say, “God would never do that”? Who – from such a limited, darkened, fallible, minuscule mind – can say to Him Who Is, to the One Who created all that is, to the One Who knows and sees every movement of every heart – who dare say to Him, “You cannot do this”?


My children, My children – silence.


Silence before the Mystery of God.


The loving and trusting silence that is the filial act of adoration to the Father – recognizing that He is your God. And you are His creature, His child, willed into existence by Him.


Silence before His Perfect Will – that is the perfect act of obedience – that does not question, does not doubt. “God knows why.”


The thrice-holy Silence that humbles the soul, that beautifies it and makes it capable of receiving the Divine Light.


The Silence, My children, that is born of true, living, simple FAITH.


My beloved children, consider all the times that I have been sent to you to warn you and to bring you the Light of God to see the reality surrounding you as God sees it. HOW MANY TIMES, CHILDREN.


AND HOW LITTLE I HAVE BEEN HEEDED – IGNORED, AND EVEN MOCKED BY THE ARROGANCE OF SO MANY OF MY BLINDED CHILDREN, THUS BLOCKING TORRENTS OF GRACE THAT WOULD HAVE DESCENDED FROM HEAVEN TO HELP MY CHILDREN.


Actions have consequences, My children. And the setting aside, the despising of Our Gifts, has tremendous consequences not only for the souls who reject them, but for the whole world.


Have you not yet understood that each time a soul rejects Our Grace, it affects all of Our children?


And each time one soul responds to Our Grace, obeys the Will of the Father, We can pour forth rivers of Grace upon all of Our children?


Do you see how important then, is your receiving or not receiving Our Gifts, Our Grace?


My beloved Army, do you begin to understand now what it is that I need from you in order to lead you into battle? [gentle smile] Do you understand how it is you fight? How it is you help Me reconquer the hearts of your brothers and sisters?


IT IS THROUGH FAITH – LIVING CHILD-LIKE FAITH – AND THROUGH YOUR ABANDONMENT TO THE FATHER’S PERFECT WILL.


And do you begin to understand too then, what the greatest obstacle is to Our Plan?


The horrendous LACK OF FAITH that produces contempt for Our Things, Our Words, Our Actions, and that is born out of the seed of pride planted by the enemy and fed by arrogance and fear.


And how this seed of pride [has] fallen into so many of the souls of My Priests and Consecrated children, and found fertile soil, turning these souls into unrecognizable brambles of thorns and bitter fruit, useless – completely useless – for Our Plan. [2]


Do you understand now, why then, the Fire that will come down from Heaven is needed to consume all these brambles and free My children from the corruption of pride?


[Sigh] My children, this is why I ask you to come to Me, to enter the refuge of My Heart, to humble your heart and your mind before the Divine Mysteries – and to let Me cleanse your eyes and hearts, that you may be able to receive the fullness of the Light of the Most Holy Spirit of God, and you might see as He does, and, being able to see, you might cooperate with His Plan.


My children, I have said to you that His Plan stretches from [the] beginning to [the] end of time, from one end of the earth to the other.


Consider, then, that all Our Works cannot be contained or limited by any human consideration or reasoning.


My children, how much it grieves Me when you attempt to limit Our Works. How many unnecessary obstacles you place with such reasonings in the paths of My little ones who believe with child-like Faith that Our God can do as He pleases, when He pleases, what He pleases – HE IS GOD.


HOW MUCH PAIN has been caused to My little Messengers, the “voices” entrusted with Our Voice, to carry Our Words to you.


HOW MUCH THEY HAVE BEEN MADE TO SUFFER. BY THE INCREDULOUS AND PROUD, ESPECIALLY AMONG THOSE FROM WHOM THEY SHOULD RECEIVE THE GREATEST HELP – PRIESTS AND CONSECRATED SOULS.


I DO NOT FORGET THEIR PAIN. Nor the humiliations they were subjected to – their Glory now.


My Melanie and Maximin; My Lucia, Jacinta and Francisco; My Bernadette; My Conchita, Mari Cruz, Mari Loli, and My other Jacinta [smile]. [3]


My beloved sons and daughters in Medjugorje, who still receive Me and bear witness to the Mission entrusted to them.


And My beloved children – who gave their lives in bloody deaths out of love for Me and My Jesus in Kibeho. [4]


And how many more, whose names are engraved in My Heart for their fidelity and their obedience and their endurance. HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. And how it pains Me to see them reviled.


Do you not see that it is MY VOICE that speaks to them, across the ages? And that this VOICE contains the VOICE of the Most Blessed Trinity, and that this VOICE is LOVE and MERCY? And that if you were attentive to It, you would perceive the DIVINE MYSTERY OF GOD at work in that moment, in that place, for you, for the accomplishment of the Father’s Will at that moment.


Every Divine Action has eternal effects – it can never be limited to one time – its effects are felt, they continue to produce fruits of everlasting life.


But each of these Divine Actions is given at a precise time, for a precise reason, My children, and should be received by you as such – as helps sent to you at that moment, for that moment.


My children, if the Father sends His Gift, His Action, will He not also send His Light that you might know that it is He Who is acting?


If you are united to Him by Grace, by your Faith and humility, if you know His Voice, His Heart, shall you not recognize His Voice and His Action? And, recognizing the Father, shall you not also be given light to recognize the deceits of the Ancient Serpent, the eternal Ape, who in his pride mocks all the works of God?


Come to Me, My little ones, if you wish to know the Father’s Heart, if you wish to recognize His Voice, whether He speaks in silence, in action, or through His Messengers.


In My Heart you find the Heart of My Jesus, Who is One with the Father. The Most Blessed Trinity has made My Heart your Refuge, a safe haven in which you can meet, and know, and love the Father, the Son, and Their Most Holy Spirit.


My little ones, the Father’s Plan is at work.


Do not fear, do not despair.


My Army is being gathered. I Am uniting you day by day, continuing to form you, to show you what it is that We need of you, how you cooperate in Our Reconquest.


At each of My visits I have asked for what was needed as a response from My children and from My Church at that time – to allow the Father’s Plan to be fulfilled at that time, to prevent unnecessary suffering.


What I ask of you now – what is needed of you now – is your FAITH, TRUST, ABANDONMENT and HUMILITY – the true Silence of the attentive heart, ready to receive the order of his Captain in order to fight in the Great Reconquest.


HOW CAN YOU ACT AND FIGHT IF YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE BEING ASKED TO DO – AND HOW CAN YOU KNOW WHAT IS BEING ASKED, WHAT THE ORDER IS, IF YOU ARE NOT ATTENTIVE TO YOUR CAPTAIN’S VOICE?


AND HOW CAN YOU HEAR YOUR CAPTAIN’S VOICE IF YOU DO NOT SILENCE YOUR THOUGHTS – YOUR OWN VOICE – YOUR CRITERIA, YOUR WILL?


AND HOW CAN YOU SILENCE YOUR MIND, WILL, AND HEART IF YOU DO NOT BELIEVE?


My children, WHAT I ASK OF YOU IS YOUR FAITH. YOUR HUMILITY. YOUR OBEDIENCE. YOUR TRUST.


Come, children, let us bow down together before the Father of Mercies, before HE WHO IS, and, with Me, offer Him your love, your adoration; and together with Me say, “Father, may Your Will be accomplished in me and in all of Your creatures. Here I am, Lord, to do Your Will, to love You and serve You for all eternity.”


My little children, I bless you with My Motherly Blessing. I gather you to My Heart in these days of the great Cenacle – the time when I gather all of My children, all of the Church into My Heart, into this holy Refuge prepared for you – as the Hour fast approaches when the Divine Light will pour down, will thunder down upon all that is to reveal once again the TRUTH.


Do not be afraid, remain in Me. Remain in My Son, under the shelter of His Blood, behind the Shield of His Cross.


My beloved ones…[smile]…I love you.


I bless you, and I bless your families. Entrust them to Me and do not be afraid.

 


Amen. He is coming.


To Him be given all Glory and Adoration and Thanksgiving

and Praise for all ages.

To the ONE WHO IS, WHO WAS, AND WHO IS TO COME,

TO THE FATHER ALMIGHTY,

TO THE SON ALL-HOLY,

TO THE SPIRIT OF GOD MOST HOLY –

HE WHO GIVES BREATH TO ALL THAT IS –

TO HIM MAY ALL HEARTS ADORE, AND LOVE, AND OBEY.

AMEN.


Your Heavenly Mother, Who leads you by the hand,

Mary Most Holy,

Queen of all the Angels, Queen of the Apostles and Mother of the Church,

Who loves you and protects you.


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[1] On some occasions – such as in this Message – when I am given the order, “Write, My daughter,” my soul immediately perceives the serious and solemn tone with which it is given and thus it responds without thinking, “What shall I write?” – words that seem to me to express the attitude of the soul of being particularly attentive to what is going to be said, as if this act of special attention and obedience were needed from me before the dictation can begin. And I perceive that what They say right after – usually a short phrase – is of great solemnity and importance. They have a different weight than Their other words.


[2] I understood that, though it is especially harmful when the souls of Priests and religious fall into pride, that this spirit of pride has spread into many, many souls, destroying simple Faith in them, allowing the spirit of godlessness to spread widely and deeply.“And will not God vindicate His elect, who cry to Him day and night? Will He delay long over them? I tell you, He will vindicate them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of man comes, will He find faith on earth?” (Luke 18:7-8)


[3] Our Lady is confirming Her Apparitions – and those who received them – at La Salette (1846), Fatima (1917), Lourdes (1858), Garabandal (1961-1965), Medjugorje (1981-present), Kibeho (1981-1989). I had a sense that even though She mentions these specifically, She is also including all Her other “minor” Apparitions throughout the world in recent times – and there are many.


[4] As I was transcribing these paragraphs I thought of how varied the witness required of all these “messengers” is – some were asked to offer their lives while very young, enduring much physical pain and illness; others were asked to enter religious life; others have been asked to wait, and wait, and wait for the fulfillment of the events announced to them, while living ‘normal’ lives in the world; others must endure the complete and constant invasion of their privacy; others are asked to offer their lives in bloody martyrdom; others to offer the white martyrdom of life-long humiliations, misunderstandings, loneliness. All have had to endure the tremendous trials of Faith. It seems to me that there is a great lesson in this variety of witness – even though the experience itself of receiving an Apparition is very similar, what is then required of each person can be very different.



 

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